Journals54
Newest
Maybe
3 min read
Hey all, not sure who really looks at this profile page of mine anymore. A lot's been going on and I've been getting in to different things since I've been away. My Hiatus isn't really Hiatus it seems, it seems my love for drawing was actually killed by my rapidly declining health. With that, once I obtain a laptop chances are, I'll be able to draw again in my bed without problems anymore. I'm not sure if I'll throw anymore artwork up though as I've been busy with other projects since I've been MIA. One, I'm actually getting down to writing everything I need for the book I swore I would write ages ago and it seems it's going to start happening, plus I'm drawing images for it as well, on top of that I've decided to also use my sculpting skills more and create wearable and/or decor-able normal/mythical animal masks.
If that's the case I MAY use this profile to sell some of them or at least have to spread the word if one is being sold possibly on Ebay, if they do well I may start to reproduce them and sell them more loosely. I've had a few buyers all ready and haven't heard one complaint yet but we'll see. Other than that I've just been way to busy to do much on here anymore, aside from my already small social life, I just have a lot life issues that need to be dealt with before I continue with much else. As I've said before, I may or may not use this anymore but I will keep it up.
I removed some things due to wanting to keep them private such as my characters profile, her images I will leave up (though they are outdated as she has gone through a change again) but I have found her images and profile stolen and it's sadly ridiculous as I wasn't even trying to find them on purpose and they were horrid renditions of my hard work. If her image is stolen at least these will remain up as proof that they were stolen as mine are still here. Anyway! Before anyone get's bored to death, if there is anyone who does care to get in to contact with me (Do not do this if you're looking for free artwork or what not, I don't have time for that anymore.) you can reach me on www.Khimeros.com which is where I spend my free time, from there I'll give you my Skype name. My Khimeros member name is Ramza_Crescent (#2234), I'm the one with all the eccentric custom Gen 1 Khimeras, you can't miss me. XD
Why so complicated? Let me put it this way, if anyone really wants to talk with me they'll do it and if not then I won't have to worry about those who want something in return for 'supposed' friendship, it just makes less of a headache for me and sorry, I have to think about myself at this point in life. Anyway I do believe that would be about it so ya, hope everyone's getting through life well and it continues that way. If not I wish you better luck and hope in the future. <3
If that's the case I MAY use this profile to sell some of them or at least have to spread the word if one is being sold possibly on Ebay, if they do well I may start to reproduce them and sell them more loosely. I've had a few buyers all ready and haven't heard one complaint yet but we'll see. Other than that I've just been way to busy to do much on here anymore, aside from my already small social life, I just have a lot life issues that need to be dealt with before I continue with much else. As I've said before, I may or may not use this anymore but I will keep it up.
I removed some things due to wanting to keep them private such as my characters profile, her images I will leave up (though they are outdated as she has gone through a change again) but I have found her images and profile stolen and it's sadly ridiculous as I wasn't even trying to find them on purpose and they were horrid renditions of my hard work. If her image is stolen at least these will remain up as proof that they were stolen as mine are still here. Anyway! Before anyone get's bored to death, if there is anyone who does care to get in to contact with me (Do not do this if you're looking for free artwork or what not, I don't have time for that anymore.) you can reach me on www.Khimeros.com which is where I spend my free time, from there I'll give you my Skype name. My Khimeros member name is Ramza_Crescent (#2234), I'm the one with all the eccentric custom Gen 1 Khimeras, you can't miss me. XD
Why so complicated? Let me put it this way, if anyone really wants to talk with me they'll do it and if not then I won't have to worry about those who want something in return for 'supposed' friendship, it just makes less of a headache for me and sorry, I have to think about myself at this point in life. Anyway I do believe that would be about it so ya, hope everyone's getting through life well and it continues that way. If not I wish you better luck and hope in the future. <3
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Hiatus For a Long While
5 min read
Warning: There may be excessive curing in this journal, read at your own risk!
After a year of dreading over what was going to happen to me and my house shit just hit the fan for me. Yesterday afternoon a man came to my door to serve me papers about my house, the mortgage companies which were suppose to support in helping you keep your house in any means possible (In this case I guess I screwed myself with having two but that's just shows they figured out how to weasel their way out of helping anyone) have both decided to screw me out of my house when I tried EVERYTHING talking to both of them to work something out.
I'm disabled I can't get a lot of money, my mother's disabled(doesn't have disability thus get's no money) and basically dying, my father has NO JOB(hasn't had one for three years and still isn't doing jack shit to try really) and is a pill popping drunk ass that spends most his money on his addictions rather than the house we live in, and my brother who has kids and needs to fix his car can't pay the bill for me.
I talked with the mortgage companies to try and work out a deal with lowering the monthly payment on it with both of them and guess what, when I spoke to one of them they said I had to have the other mortgage company lower their price first before they would. Guess what, the other company said the same thing and wouldn't budge to lower their price either until the other did, you know why? I'll tell you why, because it's the only way they can win in the end without having to help anyone out. You either pay up or get the hell out! That's fucking FANTASTIC! Given the fact that they'll just have ANOTHER house rotting away because no one is buying jack shit in Florida, why take a house away when you CAN'T sell it!? You greedy fucking bastards!
Well if thing's couldn't get any worse my great ol' mum and pop are not concerned at all, why? Because they have someone in the family they can bunk with, THANKS FOR NOTHING ASS HOLES! I love my mum and all but WTF SERIOUSLY!? What the hell am I suppose to do?! My family hates my fucking guts for being alive, so when the house is gone I'm basically left homeless unless my brother and I can get in to these apartments near by before we run out time, with me being disabled I'm hoping it'll bunk us to the top of the list so we can get one soon but it doesn't change the fact that my parents didn't give a flying fuck about any of this, especially my father who would rather take as many pills as he can to put himself in a comatose everyday instead of actually trying to help my brother, mother and I in keeping the house.
If that doesn't fly then I don't know what, the only friends I have are in Michigan, there's one woman my brother knows that would let us stay for a little bit at her house which is a god send but we can't stay forever, we can't apply for apartments anywhere else except that one place near by here. Everywhere else is the fucking pits, I might as well kill myself and get it over with rather than be living in the fucking ghettos to get shot up like a stuffed pig from a fucking drive by shooting!
-Sighs greatly- Hopefully something will work out in the end, I really hope it does and that I don't get stuck on the streets with nothing, with this rant over with and all I'm defiantly going to be gone for a long while from this place. I'm to stressed to be motivated in doing anything other than busting my ass twice as hard to get some place to stay until things get stable, my health is really being shot from all the stress. I'll probably be here in my house maybe for a few months, MAYBE if they don't go ahead and say two months tops and then get the fuck out…So, if I do manage something I'll be back if not I'll be gone for god knows how long. I'm not even going to guess, just hoping though it won't be to long.
I'll be on MSN when I can be if anyone wants to get through to talk to me or Khimeros, you can get me at either of those or my email. Sorry for the ranting a drama shit, I don't like it either…
kittiecatblack@hotmail.com is my Email/MSN
Ramza_Crescent is my name on Khimeros
After a year of dreading over what was going to happen to me and my house shit just hit the fan for me. Yesterday afternoon a man came to my door to serve me papers about my house, the mortgage companies which were suppose to support in helping you keep your house in any means possible (In this case I guess I screwed myself with having two but that's just shows they figured out how to weasel their way out of helping anyone) have both decided to screw me out of my house when I tried EVERYTHING talking to both of them to work something out.
I'm disabled I can't get a lot of money, my mother's disabled(doesn't have disability thus get's no money) and basically dying, my father has NO JOB(hasn't had one for three years and still isn't doing jack shit to try really) and is a pill popping drunk ass that spends most his money on his addictions rather than the house we live in, and my brother who has kids and needs to fix his car can't pay the bill for me.
I talked with the mortgage companies to try and work out a deal with lowering the monthly payment on it with both of them and guess what, when I spoke to one of them they said I had to have the other mortgage company lower their price first before they would. Guess what, the other company said the same thing and wouldn't budge to lower their price either until the other did, you know why? I'll tell you why, because it's the only way they can win in the end without having to help anyone out. You either pay up or get the hell out! That's fucking FANTASTIC! Given the fact that they'll just have ANOTHER house rotting away because no one is buying jack shit in Florida, why take a house away when you CAN'T sell it!? You greedy fucking bastards!
Well if thing's couldn't get any worse my great ol' mum and pop are not concerned at all, why? Because they have someone in the family they can bunk with, THANKS FOR NOTHING ASS HOLES! I love my mum and all but WTF SERIOUSLY!? What the hell am I suppose to do?! My family hates my fucking guts for being alive, so when the house is gone I'm basically left homeless unless my brother and I can get in to these apartments near by before we run out time, with me being disabled I'm hoping it'll bunk us to the top of the list so we can get one soon but it doesn't change the fact that my parents didn't give a flying fuck about any of this, especially my father who would rather take as many pills as he can to put himself in a comatose everyday instead of actually trying to help my brother, mother and I in keeping the house.
If that doesn't fly then I don't know what, the only friends I have are in Michigan, there's one woman my brother knows that would let us stay for a little bit at her house which is a god send but we can't stay forever, we can't apply for apartments anywhere else except that one place near by here. Everywhere else is the fucking pits, I might as well kill myself and get it over with rather than be living in the fucking ghettos to get shot up like a stuffed pig from a fucking drive by shooting!
-Sighs greatly- Hopefully something will work out in the end, I really hope it does and that I don't get stuck on the streets with nothing, with this rant over with and all I'm defiantly going to be gone for a long while from this place. I'm to stressed to be motivated in doing anything other than busting my ass twice as hard to get some place to stay until things get stable, my health is really being shot from all the stress. I'll probably be here in my house maybe for a few months, MAYBE if they don't go ahead and say two months tops and then get the fuck out…So, if I do manage something I'll be back if not I'll be gone for god knows how long. I'm not even going to guess, just hoping though it won't be to long.
I'll be on MSN when I can be if anyone wants to get through to talk to me or Khimeros, you can get me at either of those or my email. Sorry for the ranting a drama shit, I don't like it either…
kittiecatblack@hotmail.com is my Email/MSN
Ramza_Crescent is my name on Khimeros
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Hiatus
2 min read
Hiatus, it's such a filthy word to me right now and for a long time I've been trying to say I was just wanting a small break that's all but I guess I can't avoid the truth in the end. I've been gone longer than I should have for it to be just a small break; in the end it seems I put myself on hiatus without knowing. I haven't been on this site at all for a good month and a half if not more, a lot of crap just exploded in my face since last month and it's just taking a toll on me. I can get small things done if I'm even in the mood but I can't finish anything or even pick up a pencil lately.
On the verge of loosing my house and I'm trying to find a way to hold on to it, busy helping my brother move back in to my place because him and his fiancé had a falling out, trying to clean the house up so I can sell and get rid of crap that's been laying around rotting away, doctor/hospital crap and everything in between. I just haven't been in the mood for the computer since it started and I probably won't be until things decided to simmer down.
I want to comment and favorite everyone's art work on here but I just can't find the time to really get on and do anything. If I am on I'm usually one MSN but lately I've been to busy for that, I'm on Khimeros as well. My name is Ramza_Crescent (#2234) I get on there for a short period to play games or whatever but if you want to contact me on there I probably will be able to contact you back from there, on here not so much.
But ya, I'm on hiatus for now until otherwise. I'm still working on the adoptable dragons and some other things so eventually those will show up hopefully sometime before the year is over with but that's all for now. I hope everyone doing okay and all, I see you all when ever things settle down and I have time to breath.
Kittie~
On the verge of loosing my house and I'm trying to find a way to hold on to it, busy helping my brother move back in to my place because him and his fiancé had a falling out, trying to clean the house up so I can sell and get rid of crap that's been laying around rotting away, doctor/hospital crap and everything in between. I just haven't been in the mood for the computer since it started and I probably won't be until things decided to simmer down.
I want to comment and favorite everyone's art work on here but I just can't find the time to really get on and do anything. If I am on I'm usually one MSN but lately I've been to busy for that, I'm on Khimeros as well. My name is Ramza_Crescent (#2234) I get on there for a short period to play games or whatever but if you want to contact me on there I probably will be able to contact you back from there, on here not so much.
But ya, I'm on hiatus for now until otherwise. I'm still working on the adoptable dragons and some other things so eventually those will show up hopefully sometime before the year is over with but that's all for now. I hope everyone doing okay and all, I see you all when ever things settle down and I have time to breath.
Kittie~
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New Email
1 min read
For those who are interested I have just created my new serious email name. It's kittiecatblack@hotmail.com just incase you wanted to talk through MSN. That's all.
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Stooping Low
5 min read
I know I haven't been on hardly at all, I’m sorry about that. I've actually been very busy as of late doing little projects in silence and all, I'll try to get back to my art work when I can but I just had to say this though. DA, you have stooped to such a low level that you should be ashamed.
Low and behold my first time looking in to my messages for a while and what am I greeted by? The usual ad but this time it was very revealing. Hey DA thanks for giving/showing free soft booby porn for our nations youth on a website that doesn’t condole personal porn YET is proud to advertise it. What’s that? It’s a Russian dating service so it’s okay? Well if 'THAT'S'the case then if there was an ad of my grandmother making out with her dog I'd bet five dollars you'd advertise that too just as lng as you got money out of it! Pathetic!!
(Said Ad Here: kittie-cat-black.deviantart.co…)
You people make me sick! This is a site with children on it, kids that are around ten years old for crying out loud but hey, they’re gonna see booby some time right?! Oh the irony! We don’t condole showing boobies unless it’s tasteful but hey that’s art work not an ad for a corporation that doesn’t give a damn about your hard on but how much money you have on your credit card and hey while the nation is steering towards nothing but boobies, boobies, boobies covered in mud, and MORE soft porn boobies all over tv and internet we might as well join the band wagon! Let’s increase the human population more with kids at age 12 sexing each other and making more humans NO ONE WANTS and the earth DOESN'T NEED!
Wait!? What I am I saying, this is the solution to over population and green house gasses, how could I not see that!? WOW was I DUMB or what!? Seriously, it’s brilliant!! Fix the worlds problems by adding more problems! You know, I’m really sick and tired of all these hypocrites now a day. Doing everything they can to distract the world with anything just to keep their minds off the crisis today. How did they do it? With sex, I mean come on!? Who ever thought that was a good idea, PLEASE SHOOT THEM!
Lately, all I see on this website and anyone other website, on tv, in magazines, and even in chocolate commercials is nothing but sex or sex appeal yet the nation cries about our nations youth going down the drain yet they’re doing nothing to stop it…Yup, humanity is fucked, gone to hell and back again in a nice bundled up panic basket, oh JOY! Ya, I’m debating about even hanging around this place anymore. I know everyone’s in a financial crisis but come on! I remember a long time ago when this site was cool and it didn’t have all this garbage on it, haters, trolls, art thieves. Four years in the making today and its hit rock bottom, it’s really sad because I loved this website, now I’m not so sure anymore.
There’s no rhyme or reason for all this hate and sex in one place, there’s too much drama and bull shit that needs to be left at home. This is an art website, not a free art porn website, not a ‘Therapists R’ Us’ website, not a “I have emotional issues so I’m going to spread shit because I either don’t have a life or because I thinkx I so cleverz!!!11!1.”
Kids…don’t do drugs, stay in school and don’t hump everything with a private part that stands still long enough. Honestly, if you ask me the end of the world is looking pretty nice right now, I don’t think suicide is great but death looks pretty good. If you ask me I think our world makes Hell look like an amusement park. Save me a seat by the fire Nixon! Sad, this is truly sad and no one give me that ‘Oh well that’s how things are today’ crap, I know this all ready so those who choosing to expect are either blind, stupid, one of the people who encourages it or even all of the above. Those of you who don’t…Thank god someone other than me has the brains enough to notice humanity hitting it’s lowest peak in the history of history.
With all that said and done and my ranting out of the way I want to know how YOU guys feel about all this. While ‘I’ on other hand consider if DA is even worth being on anymore, especially with its hacker problems and computer transmitted viral disease that crashes computers galore! I don’t usually rant but this had to come out one way or another and eventually one day so why not today? Well that’s all from me for now!
~~Clubs~~
Low and behold my first time looking in to my messages for a while and what am I greeted by? The usual ad but this time it was very revealing. Hey DA thanks for giving/showing free soft booby porn for our nations youth on a website that doesn’t condole personal porn YET is proud to advertise it. What’s that? It’s a Russian dating service so it’s okay? Well if 'THAT'S'the case then if there was an ad of my grandmother making out with her dog I'd bet five dollars you'd advertise that too just as lng as you got money out of it! Pathetic!!
(Said Ad Here: kittie-cat-black.deviantart.co…)
You people make me sick! This is a site with children on it, kids that are around ten years old for crying out loud but hey, they’re gonna see booby some time right?! Oh the irony! We don’t condole showing boobies unless it’s tasteful but hey that’s art work not an ad for a corporation that doesn’t give a damn about your hard on but how much money you have on your credit card and hey while the nation is steering towards nothing but boobies, boobies, boobies covered in mud, and MORE soft porn boobies all over tv and internet we might as well join the band wagon! Let’s increase the human population more with kids at age 12 sexing each other and making more humans NO ONE WANTS and the earth DOESN'T NEED!
Wait!? What I am I saying, this is the solution to over population and green house gasses, how could I not see that!? WOW was I DUMB or what!? Seriously, it’s brilliant!! Fix the worlds problems by adding more problems! You know, I’m really sick and tired of all these hypocrites now a day. Doing everything they can to distract the world with anything just to keep their minds off the crisis today. How did they do it? With sex, I mean come on!? Who ever thought that was a good idea, PLEASE SHOOT THEM!
Lately, all I see on this website and anyone other website, on tv, in magazines, and even in chocolate commercials is nothing but sex or sex appeal yet the nation cries about our nations youth going down the drain yet they’re doing nothing to stop it…Yup, humanity is fucked, gone to hell and back again in a nice bundled up panic basket, oh JOY! Ya, I’m debating about even hanging around this place anymore. I know everyone’s in a financial crisis but come on! I remember a long time ago when this site was cool and it didn’t have all this garbage on it, haters, trolls, art thieves. Four years in the making today and its hit rock bottom, it’s really sad because I loved this website, now I’m not so sure anymore.
There’s no rhyme or reason for all this hate and sex in one place, there’s too much drama and bull shit that needs to be left at home. This is an art website, not a free art porn website, not a ‘Therapists R’ Us’ website, not a “I have emotional issues so I’m going to spread shit because I either don’t have a life or because I thinkx I so cleverz!!!11!1.”
Kids…don’t do drugs, stay in school and don’t hump everything with a private part that stands still long enough. Honestly, if you ask me the end of the world is looking pretty nice right now, I don’t think suicide is great but death looks pretty good. If you ask me I think our world makes Hell look like an amusement park. Save me a seat by the fire Nixon! Sad, this is truly sad and no one give me that ‘Oh well that’s how things are today’ crap, I know this all ready so those who choosing to expect are either blind, stupid, one of the people who encourages it or even all of the above. Those of you who don’t…Thank god someone other than me has the brains enough to notice humanity hitting it’s lowest peak in the history of history.
With all that said and done and my ranting out of the way I want to know how YOU guys feel about all this. While ‘I’ on other hand consider if DA is even worth being on anymore, especially with its hacker problems and computer transmitted viral disease that crashes computers galore! I don’t usually rant but this had to come out one way or another and eventually one day so why not today? Well that’s all from me for now!
~~Clubs~~
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