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To state ahead of time, I have seriously not been on here much, it seems I'm in hiatus. Every year I had of a habit of dissapearing for a whole half a year and I think it's time I take a break like that so I might not post hardly at all though I will try (not promising though) to comment, reply, and look at other peoples stuff. I may post random journals so no one freaks out and thinks I died, still having a pretty rought time with my life so I'm just really one sided right now. Hope everyone else is doing fine though.

001. Real name? - Ramza Vonhelfier
002. Nickname(s)? - Kittie, Runt, Mad Hatter
003. Zodiac sign? - Earth Dragon/ Pisces (Gay Fish plz)
004. Male or female? - Female
005. Elementary? - My dear Watson? Home Schooled
006. Middle School? - Home Schooled
007. High School? - For two years and graduated at 16, school...was very boring and I DID not enjoy the social experiance.
008. Hair color? - Strawberry Blonde
009. Tall or short? - I'm exactly 5'0", I'm a shorty and every house in america hates me for it.
010. Loud or Quiet? - Very quiet, I never really speak unless spoken to, if you don't speak I won't talk.
011. Sweats or Jeans? - Jeans in public, sweats at home
012. Phone or Camera? - Camera easily, I could live without a phone but for now I need it to talk to friends if I don't on the computer.
013. Health freak? - No, though I have to eat more healthy things because my stomachs all screwed up but I don't care for it.
014. Drink or Smoke? - GOD I HATE, HATE, HATE smoking, ugh...So gross. I do like to drink though on occasion, white russians, strawberry dacari, and rum/sake me up captain.
015. Rain or shine? - Definanatly rain, I hate the sun...I really...really do...
016. Eat or Drink? - I drink more than eat but do both the live, duh.
017. Piercings? - Four holes in one ear, five in the other and a tongue ring, planning to get more in my ear.
018. Tattoos? - Maybeh...

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? - A few trips and on all of them I nearly had a heart attack, airplanes stress me the fuck out.
020. Been in a car accident? - Once but I was being a dumbass
021. Been in a fist fight? - Better off counting how many I haven't gotten in to. My life has been really rough.

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing? - My ears when I was four I think.
023. First best friend? - Hm...The one I met four years ago. Seriously, only person I've trusted my whole life.
025. First award? - -Shrugs- Beats me...
026. First crush? - Don't remember and honestly I don't care to...
028. First big vacation? - Vacation? What is this strange word you speak of, I have no vacations here, now get out of my house.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to? - My best friend Panda
030. Last person you texted? - Ya...I don't have a phone to do that in the first place and I don't like it, it's a bunch of bull cockery and people wonder why education is failing in the youth today.
031. Last person you watched a movie with? - I haven't watched a movie with someone for a long time...
032. Last food you ate? - A roll and some chicken.
033. Last movie you watched? - FFVII Advent Children...of course...
034. Last song you listened to? - Clocks ~ Cold Play
035. Last thing you bought? - ...OH! My nieces their x-mas presents.
036. Last person you hugged? - Would you shit yourself if I said I haven't hugged someone in the past year? I'm really not a hands on person...

FAVES:
037. Food? - Fish or shell fish, I could never get tired of it.
038. Drinks? Milk, water, fruit bevrages, soda every once in a blue moon, Ensure.
039. Clothing? - Long sleved shirts, baggy pants, boots, cat beanie and mostly either black or green in color. I even love wearing my medieval dresses randomly.
040. Book? - I don't know I really love the Vampire Hunter D novels.
041. Music? - I can't pick, I like any music as long as it carries a beat that get's me thinking or moving.
042. Flower? - Forget-Me-Nots I guess and Snap Dragons
043. Colors? - Black, green, silver, and white
044. Movies? - I don't know I guess Wall-e, FFVII Advent Children, Labyrinth, Lord of the Rings, Vampire Hunter D Bloodlust, and some others I can't remember off hand.
045. Shoes? - I hate shoes, if they don't kill my feet or my budget then I'll buy them, I wear them until they are completely trashed.
046. Subjects? - Mythology, Astrology, Language Arts, and Medieval/Roman History

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow (I'm in Florida...if it snowed I would know for sure that Hell was freezing over...Don't even have a winter anymore...-_- I hate you Florida...I really do...)
048. [x] celebrated Halloween (Fuck yes even though it was hot! Favortie holiday of all time.)
049. [ ] had your heart broken (Wonders if she has one anymore...)
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone (Don't own a cell never really want one...)
051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation (I would kill them if they did.)
052. [ ] came out of the closet (I don't have a closet.)
053. [ ] gotten pregnant (Nope.)
054. [ ] had an abortion (Nope.)
055. [ ] done something you've regretted (Nope and never will.)
056. [x] broke a promise (Yes but I had reasonable excuses)
057. [x] hid a secret (Always)
058. [x] pretended to be happy (So I would look strong and so no one would bother me, people get annoying when they ask questions.)
059. [ ] met someone who changed your life (Four years ago maybe and still going strong.)
060. [ ] pretended to be sick (Have no reason to.)
061. [ ] left the country (Nope but I wish I could...)
062. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it (Nope, my lifes boring right now.)
063. [ ] cried over the silliest thing (I barely cry and when I do no one ever knows, my tears are for a good reason nothing over something stupid...I think people are weak when they cry over spilt milk.)
064. [ ] ran a mile (Not a runner...)
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend (Nope but I hope so soon.)
066. [ ] stay single the whole year (meh...)

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating? - Nothing
068. Drinking? - Water
069. I'm about to? - Continue with this, duh.
070. Listening to? - The Birthday Massacre collection I have.
071. Plans for today/tomorrow? - Probably try to work on something that NEEDS to be finished, my mood hasn't been great..so that will most likely fall through...
072. Waiting for? - The other piece of my new outfit to come in.

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? - Not sure, I promised a friend at least one but I'm definantly not kid materia though they seem to like me...-_-;
074. Want to get married? - All ready there.
075. Careers in mind? - Not anymore after becoming unable to tolerate people anymore, I wouldn't mind getting and online degree for the funzies, maybe a Zoo Keeper, Game Design, or Mythology (probably this one)...

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes? - Eyes, they are the window in to the soul.
077. Shorter or taller? - Taller though a certain height does intimidate me because I'm so short.
078. Romantic or spontaneous? - I hate spotaneous and not much for romance...I'd rather spontaneous as long as it's pulled of well.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms? - Both
080. Sensitive or loud? - I'm more of the goofy dork that can be serious when he needs to be.
081. Hookup or relationship? - Relationship.
082. Troublemaker or hesitant? Neither, hesitation is a killer and a troublemaker is nothing but a fuck tard, I have enough things to look after.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts? - Nope, never.
084. Ran away from home? - Nope, thought about it but it doesn't count.
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense? - All the time, again my life has been and can be very rough, the world revolves around dog eat dog and I refuse to let my guard down even around friends/family.
086. Killed somebody? - Nope but there's quiet a few people I'm just dieing to kill but they deserve it.
087. Broken someone's heart? - For most of my life, I've crushed and tossed many people to the side with abandon.
088. Been arrested? - A few times but was never charged and released, one thing Florida is good about, self defense in the form of fists or guns.
089. Cried when someone died? - One person my entier life and after that I was never the same when they died, after that I never cried for any human, animals all time yes but not humans. I lack the emotions to care about such an ignorant bunch creatures. One less human the world has to worry about, one less burden off the earth.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself? - Not a lot.
091. Miracles? - Sometimes yes.
092. Love at first sight? - I'm not sure really...
093. Heaven? - No, but there is a hell because in every religion it states that if you are not apart of its religion you go to some type of hell...Well in that case everyone is going to hell, I'll save you seat by the fire, bring the marshmellows.
094. Santa Claus? - Ah, no. I actually hate christmas and most holidays in general where the government trys to leech out as much money out of their mules as they can.
095. Sex on the first date? - No, I really don't condol this, mainly because that person might or has one or every STD under the sun. It's a known fact that those with Aids and HIV get the jollies of spreading it to others out of spite, how nice of them.
096. Kiss on the first date? - Nope, way to fast in my opinion.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? - Yes...
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? - No but I don't have much of a choice so I have to deal as always.
099. Do you believe in God? - I believe in 'A' God and 'A' Goddess not 'THE' God, no religious bull cockery can tell me other wise.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people and why? - Sorry I don't tag, even if this was like some chain letter that said I would spontaniously combust if I didn't I wouldn't. Do this if you want to or don't if that makes your cheese slide off your cracker.

~~Clubs~~